PhD update

its about my study.yaa, i have been ignoring this topic for quite sometime and i don't like to pretend that i don't feel anything about my study, actually my feelings towards my study is very heavy, sometimes it seems to explode but i have to hold on and keep moving and take my deep breath, the journey is still young but of course i should have something..its been 2 months already, my sponsorship will think of it as three months..in fact i have submitted to them my plan of studies..

so far if somebody ask me this question, " heii how's your phd going", what i can do is to smile widely and with a certain voice tone i answer back as " its goes really well, i guess, right now i am doing my reading part , i don't think it will end anytime...as long as i am in this line"..yaa seems like a good answer to me ..so far,hehe.

one of my roomates here, khalid (Arabian) said, he is still in the circle,..circle?? what was that mean, at first i am like, what kind of circle, i am thinking of maybe its like someone really LOST, and he keeps circling the roundabout round and round, donno which junction to go thru..but that was my first thought, now i think i know what its mean:-

circle of collecting information and current knowledge that related to the field of study and try to find the relation between the existance research and the gaps, and keep on collecting more infos and this process seems not going to be finished at all...

so i guess, i am also doing my "circling" right now ..

i really need to do a deep discussion with my s/v about my research, frankly speaking, after visiting CSIRO, i felt nervous, i try to recall some infos, but its nothing, blank, i donno what to ask to Dr Scott (person entertained us at CSIRO), i should ask him something, anything, but i just donno..haahh it just so frustrating really..hopefully tomorow Prof Mike can give me something, anything as a start , i am hoping to get at least a guideline, a path, where i should start, with these all roots and junctions, which one i should choose and explore..hopefully.